Well wisher

Yesterday I met some colleague who was a well wisher. He blessed for happy new. He told me that he visited my house and dorm. They were very nice. Fortune of place are better when there is the dormitory. Even if I met bad luck for husband, I still good luck for my colleague who is the best of a well wisher.

Good luck in Tiger year (2010)

Yesterday I watch TV show about horoscope. My fortune is very good in this year. This motivate me to fight in English examination. I bought a new MP4 player and download English file to it. It's very active, I like to listen to it all the free time. I almost reach my dream very nice dream.

Mind map

Today, I listen to effortless English lesson, it talk about mind map. So I try to use mind map to solve my family problem. My problems are I love someone who is better than my husband, my idea or concept is very different from him, we are both confident, we have children together. If I cut my lover off, the big problem is different concept of each other. I believe in my thinking and he also believe in his thinking. Our thinking are very different, e.g. children, life style, etc. So I think getting divorce to be the best solution of our problem. I think of one song of Nut Meria, the singer who is the same age of me. She singed some song about her family problem and later she got divorce. She and her husband are very different in the self personality, even if she loved her husband very much. I will send this song to my husband.

Charming girl

Many people usually like me, especially men, when he have talked with me, he usually fall in love me. I think backward, many guy fall in love, some was younger than me, some was older than me, some was the same age of me. This may past goodness that I did it before. And it make me be proud of myself. I must solve this point. In Buddhism, Buddha had teach that this body is not ourself, we should just only use it, not attach it that it is mine. I like to spread my charming to everyman to know me. I am proud when every men like me or fall in love me. If I can solve it, I will peace and have good conscience.