My fault

Now I am guilty.
Because I feel I was blocking from my colleagues to do work

I am not a responsibility of any courses which be co-teaching with other staff.
So I feel relax in the first. But now I feel bad because I feel someone don't like me
Because I want to help my student to be able to do exam when I was some course director.
Sometimes, I guide examination to student so that they can read the text relevent with exam

I didn't want my student to be stressed from preparing to take exam.
Whem some staff knew this help, they don't like my act.
In few day, I feel some stronge bad feeling from him.
His feeling affect me very much, I feel bad.
So I must send him loving power.
He was my student and now is my colleague.
I love all of my students
I don't want anything to get from them
So I'm fight to this feeling
I read Dhamma to solve this problem
Just know what is it and discard them.
I'm trying to do that. So I know I must get power to fight it, power from meditation, buddha, power of great kindness.

Motivate to learning english

Now I got Power English program. It's very good program because it does not only to teach english skill, so it inspirate the learner to practice english with their power. I feel power to practice, force to overcome any obstacle. My dream is very close. I dream and visualize them every day. I think I can shorten my plan from 2011 to 2010. I think it's not long time that I must test English skill. I like this teaching method. If I graduate the study aboard, I must change the pharmacy teaching method to easy and fun.
I love my student. I love my career. I must do it.