The step 2 of success

I just got some good news, I got an assistant professor. This is the step 2 of my success. I have plan to be free from my husband. I plan that I must have money enough and can take care my children by myself, not depend on my husband. And I must study aboard this make me far from my husband. In the first step, I took my children out from the expensive and many condition school, this make me save more expenditure and my children are more relax. And I got some budget from buying a house at Petchabun, my hometown. I use this budget to invest in dormitory construction. When this dormitory have completed I get income from this building. This is the first step of my success. And now I got an assistant professor this make me have more income from the position salary. The final step of my success is studying aboard. This is the difficult step I must use my endeavor to succeed this step. When I heard the news firstly, I thought one song name "The great minute or Natee Tee Ying Yai". Because I want to have the great minute to record this minute in my memorial.

Humpback man

Once up on the time, there was a lazy boy, named Hump. He did not like to do anything. He liked to play the game online. He liked to slouch and hunch. When he grew up, he was a handsome man but he had humpback. He fell in love a beautiful girl. He tried to make her to love him.

But the beautiful girl did not fall in love him, because she did like the humpback man. Hump consulted his friend about his love problem. His friend suggested him to change his posture. "You should sit and stand straight, don't slouching and hunching. He followed his friend recommendation and met the beautiful girl again. Now she fell in love him and accept to be his girlfriend. The end of the humpback man.

Impressed conference

Yesterday, Feb 14 2010, the last day of international pharmacy conference. I helped P' Pu to care the money when she had some business. That is a little job of mine. I attended the students' oral presentation, I understand only two students who were very good in English. I talked with Dr. Margaret Watson about her presentation, I saw my picture in her slide. She told me that I could get that picture in computer which she used to present.

I learned new vocabulary from this conference I heard "the proctor" means the person who take care the examination.

In the end of this conference, I surprised that my advisee got the excellent award from her poster presentation. I glad with her and she surprised too. In the evening I copied some document for my children to study in the new school and took my car to car care. In the night I am very tried too much I got sleep immediately when I lied on the bed.

Miracle woman

Yesterday, Feb 13, 2010.

The faculty of pharmacy, MSU, my work, launch the international conference that coordinated with KKU and MSU. I heard the bad news of my old friend, Apple Teeraporn, her second child die when 8- month-pregnancy. I am very sad about this news. I got her telephone number from her colleague who told me that you should her later, due to this time she was very very sad. Yesterday I helped P' Pu collect the dollar money from the foreigner attendance, I spoke English, but not much. I talked with some presenter's wife who came with her son when I saw that child was crying. I think he want to sleep. She told me that he already sleep at the third floor, but he cried because he think of his father. I continued talk with her and knew that her got 4-month pregnancy.

I had talked with Dr. Krisna Kaisin, who just got the Ramon Magsaysay award. I brought her second book and got her signature on it. I prodded that I graduated from CMU like her. I attended her interview with my student. I take some picture with her and I hugged her too.

Well wisher

Yesterday I met some colleague who was a well wisher. He blessed for happy new. He told me that he visited my house and dorm. They were very nice. Fortune of place are better when there is the dormitory. Even if I met bad luck for husband, I still good luck for my colleague who is the best of a well wisher.

Good luck in Tiger year (2010)

Yesterday I watch TV show about horoscope. My fortune is very good in this year. This motivate me to fight in English examination. I bought a new MP4 player and download English file to it. It's very active, I like to listen to it all the free time. I almost reach my dream very nice dream.

Mind map

Today, I listen to effortless English lesson, it talk about mind map. So I try to use mind map to solve my family problem. My problems are I love someone who is better than my husband, my idea or concept is very different from him, we are both confident, we have children together. If I cut my lover off, the big problem is different concept of each other. I believe in my thinking and he also believe in his thinking. Our thinking are very different, e.g. children, life style, etc. So I think getting divorce to be the best solution of our problem. I think of one song of Nut Meria, the singer who is the same age of me. She singed some song about her family problem and later she got divorce. She and her husband are very different in the self personality, even if she loved her husband very much. I will send this song to my husband.

Charming girl

Many people usually like me, especially men, when he have talked with me, he usually fall in love me. I think backward, many guy fall in love, some was younger than me, some was older than me, some was the same age of me. This may past goodness that I did it before. And it make me be proud of myself. I must solve this point. In Buddhism, Buddha had teach that this body is not ourself, we should just only use it, not attach it that it is mine. I like to spread my charming to everyman to know me. I am proud when every men like me or fall in love me. If I can solve it, I will peace and have good conscience.