Plan to get divorce

My older sister suggested me to prepare getting divorce for solving my husband problem.

So I must record everything to be evidence to get divorce. I must buy some recorder to record his voice. I plan that will record everything on internet. I think of this blog. So I must change my name to appear on net. Then I will write everything to be evidence to get divorce.

Match maker

Yesterday, I met the ICT lecturer. He want me to be the match maker. I listened to him tell about the quality of his dream lady. His dream lady is a perfect woman. I worried that I can not take him to true partner or true bride. This morning I think of senior lecturer in my faculty. I think she match his spec. She is white skin, good looking and she is age to fit with him. I think I will take him to the new year celebration of my faculty. He can see the lady that match his spec.

Boss of myself

In this morning I wake up and take my children to school. I think the song, "Yey Far Tar Din", this song make me strong. If we do good, we will get the good thing. I must to draw my fate by myself, and don't be compelled by other one. In the new year, I believe I can do everything by myself, I can draw anything, can do anything that I want to do.

I am confident that I can do everything. I don't fear anyone to compelled, I don't fear.

New school for my kids

My children are studying in Laboratory school, MSU demonstration school where teach in kindergarten and primary education. My children are not happy from this school. I want to move them to new school in the next semester. The last night I dreamed that the kindergarten school, the new school for my kids, don't get my daughter to the first level of primary education because her age does not reach 7 years old. I upset in the dream. So the real life I think I must beware to prevent that problem. I must talk with the head of school to help my daughter. Because her ability reach the first level and she can read and write in Thai language and she plus and minus the number. I don't her to repeat in the kindergarten level again, because her ability higher than that level. I must try for my daughter.

Lover

I just got a telephone call from my CMU junior friend. I have not talked with him for long time. Some love feeling come to my heart again. I had known that he love me many year ago. I feel disappointing feeling from him. I take me sad from that feeling. I feel some suffer feeling of him.

Why many guys must fall in love me. I am attractive and charming. When I listen to the love song. I feel suffering from loving.

I must love everyone by universal love or unconditional love.

When I feel universal love or unconditional love, I don't suffer from many love.

Happiness learning

Things that I am always finding are how to learn happily. I found the book "the secrete of brain: how to learn to be happy brain. This book tell many way to learn happily. I like it very much. Example, If you are forced to learn, you are not happy. How to learn happily are feeling to know the new thing and have fun. How to concentrate when we learn. We must constrict the time to do something to increase workload into brain. So the brain will work efficiently.

My fault

Now I am guilty.
Because I feel I was blocking from my colleagues to do work

I am not a responsibility of any courses which be co-teaching with other staff.
So I feel relax in the first. But now I feel bad because I feel someone don't like me
Because I want to help my student to be able to do exam when I was some course director.
Sometimes, I guide examination to student so that they can read the text relevent with exam

I didn't want my student to be stressed from preparing to take exam.
Whem some staff knew this help, they don't like my act.
In few day, I feel some stronge bad feeling from him.
His feeling affect me very much, I feel bad.
So I must send him loving power.
He was my student and now is my colleague.
I love all of my students
I don't want anything to get from them
So I'm fight to this feeling
I read Dhamma to solve this problem
Just know what is it and discard them.
I'm trying to do that. So I know I must get power to fight it, power from meditation, buddha, power of great kindness.

Motivate to learning english

Now I got Power English program. It's very good program because it does not only to teach english skill, so it inspirate the learner to practice english with their power. I feel power to practice, force to overcome any obstacle. My dream is very close. I dream and visualize them every day. I think I can shorten my plan from 2011 to 2010. I think it's not long time that I must test English skill. I like this teaching method. If I graduate the study aboard, I must change the pharmacy teaching method to easy and fun.
I love my student. I love my career. I must do it.

My dream

I dream to study aboard in USA. Because it is standard Pharm D course. I'd like study Pharm D and residency. Pharm D is from Doctor of Pharmacy. It's different Doctor of Medicine.
I loved patients, love to take care them. I think this program will help me get knowledge to take care patient that I love. I want to see everyone smile and happy. I will be able to help everyone solve their health problem. I want to help my students, Pharm D student in MSU, to understand all knowledge about pharmaceutical care. This make me to effort in my english skill. So in this dream, it's with my dream for my children will have opportunity to study aboard with me. This dream strong me. I think it everyday, I watch it clearly. I think one day, my dream is real.

Start learn english in natural way

I am Rodchares Hanrinth, pharmacy lecturer in Mahasakham University, Thailand. English is necessary for me now. Because I'd like to study aboard and it's necessary in my work. Some foreigner professor or lecturer often visit my faculty, I must speak english with them. I'd like to speak more than introduce my self. Many foreiners are friendly but I can't speak with fluently. I can't speak as much as I want to. I try to learning English in various way, but it's not work. Because I must work and look after my little children, so I have a little time to practice english. I like to learn in natural way. I found one program from AJ Hoge, namely Effortless English. I belive that this way is appropriate for me. I just buy his program and start to practice. He recommend me to creat blog and write it in english every day. This help me to improve my english skill. I follow his reccommend, so I creat this blog.